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| can i hold on?
Thursday 17 April 2014 | 08:22 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
I dont know can i still hold on?i have enough of my life now. all i do is pay this pay that. until half year never go out with friend. just work and work in half year i only remember i go out 2 time? or 1 time that all. no like other. go out every month. i feel like going back to past when i was sec 2-3 start at home playing computer reading book and be alone. i dun wish to go back. but do i have the choice for it? no. what should i do? anyway i want put the cbox on my blog but keep fail. i guess i am useless. now i keep remember about my past. my father keep say i am stupid, hopeless and useless then my brother until he passed away. now is my relative turn. i keep hear this for 8 year when can i get out from there? REALLY WHEN CAN I GET OUT FROM THIS HELL. Have alot of time i just wanted to jump down. but i keep think who will take care of my mum and my brother. only me give mummy money and pay for everything. in my relative i am just a useless and bad girl. in my friend heart i am just a bad friend who keep reject them for not going out. i keep reject them because i dun have enough cash to go out. but now they hate me. and one by one ignore me. now i feel like a bad girl, i am a bad friend, i am a bad child to my family, my relative and my friend. how i wish this admin "hell girl" is real so that i can just send myself to hell... all i can say i dun want to be alive |